29 May, 2019

Play Bigger: What I’m Learning After Three Years of Full Time Consulting

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On to Year Four!

This Friday will mark 3 years since I left my day to run Nicole Clark Consulting full time on June 1st, 2016.

Time flies, and it’s true what they say about a running a business: It really is like caring for a baby.

In my first year, I hit the ground running. Everything was new and exciting, like a baby taking in all of the new sights and sounds. I was trying to make up for all the time I’d spent building up my business while working full time.

When I entered Year Two, my business started experiencing the Terrible Twos. It literally felt like my business was running me, and not the other way around. All of the business systems I had in place that helped me during my first year were no longer working. I also compared myself to others who have been at this for a while, and I started to doubt myself a lot.

In Year Three, I started to hit my stride and realized that it’s like a marathon, not a sprint. I didn’t have to scale up as quickly as I thought and I started to give myself more grace. I became more mindful about my capacity to take on certain types of projects, and I also gained a greater focus on capacity building in addition to working with clients to implement their projects.

I also made these observations in Year Three:

  • Evaluation has been the focal point of my business, but I no longer want it to be the main attraction
  • I want to do help audiences apply Reproductive Justice thinking on a broader scale and in a variety of settings
  • While working one on one with clients has been great, I want to do more one-to-many work
  • I’m craving more collaboration and collaborative projects with other consultants
  • I did a lot of behind the scenes work in Year Three and it’s time to play bigger

So what’s on deck for Year Four? A few things:

Build up my non-evaluation services: As with many businesses, you cultivate what’s been working well. I did that with evaluation, to the detriment of my other services. So, I quietly took on smaller projects related to research and program/curriculum design and added some program sustainability components to my evaluation projects. I also scrapped the strategic planning services after taking on a few of these projects and realizing that it didn’t interest me all that much to continue this service. I’m also going to be more mindful of the types of evaluation projects I take on, with a focus being on capacity building and incorporating evaluative thinking within organizations.

Go back to basics: The main reason why people started to follow my work is because of my blogging about reproductive justice and intersectional analysis. While I’ve embedded RJ into the content I’ve created in Year Three, what I want now is to make more explicit RJ-related content by way of my blogs, future webinars, and trainings. This was spurred by the recent abortion bans in Alabama and Georgia and other states, along with more spotlight on improving maternal and infant health outcomes in communities of color. There’s a major difference between learning about RJ and actually incorporating it in our personal and professional lives, and I want to help people bridge the gap.

Finding more ways to engage people on a broader scale: Doing one-on-one client work is great, but I have a desire to do more trainings, webinars, and workshops with a broader audience. If I’m wanting to scale up, this would be a great way to do it. I also have a project that I’ve placed on the back burner for too long, and Year Four is when I’ll finally buckle down and get it started, so stay tuned for that.

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24 May, 2019

Self Care Corner: Change the Narrative

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What happens when we challenge other people’s narratives about us?

One of my limiting beliefs is “I always have to prove myself”.

Like most of us, working hard is something that’s ingrained. In order to achieve a goal, we have to work hard for it. And by working hard for it, we have to prove to others that we’re competent.

The other day, I was doing some client work, and playing on a loop in my mind was “I don’t know what I’m doing”.

I stopped working. The task I was doing is a task I do all the time for my clients, and everything I present the results back to my clients, they’re appreciative. So, why was this thought playing?

Instead of getting frustrated, I became curious. I decided to get to the bottom of it. Where did this belief come from?

I discovered that this belief stemmed from a comment my 7th-grade math teacher made about me to my mom during a parent/teacher conference. I had been struggling with a math concept in the class, and it was playing out in my grades at the time. My mom was upset because the teacher told her “I don’t think Nicole knows what she’s doing”.

I remembered feeling embarrassed because I hadn’t told my mom that I was struggling in the class. I also remember making it my mission to prove to my teacher that I did know what I was doing. For the remainder of the school year, whenever I would complete a problem, I would go up to my math teacher to show her that I figured it out. Essentially to prove to her that I do know what I’m doing.

Looking back, that teacher probably never changed her opinion about it, no matter how many math problems I solved. Second, I never questioned my mother why my teacher felt that way. Third, it’s possible that the teacher said positive things about me, made mention to the fact that she noticed I was beginning to struggle a bit, and my mom interpreted the way she did. Lastly, not only did I pass the class, I went on to pass every other math class I enrolled in.

I see how this one incident–told to me from someone else’s interpretation–created this narrative that, years later, I still struggle with. Instead of getting upset with myself, I asked, “What happens when we challenge other people’s narratives about us, and how can we do it in a way that is beneficial for us, rather than trying to prove a point?”

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16 May, 2019

Try This: Take a Bird’s Eye View

By |2021-08-19T20:36:01-04:00May 16th, 2019|Categories: Strategic Planning & Sustainability|Tags: , , |0 Comments

There are various factors that impact your program.

If you’re a nonprofit or social service agency, chances are you run several programs and services.

These programs and services don’t exist in a vacuum. In fact, a variety of factors make up a complex system in which your program or service operates within, including budgets and available funding, policies (organizational as well as federal/state/local), organizational structure, staff leadership capacity, participant perceptions, internal and external stakeholders, and more.

We often lose sight of these and we can be in the thick of it, doing what we can to keep the program afloat. However, when we take a bird’s eye view, we see the context that programs and services operate under.

This activity is ideal for:

  • Staff responsible for developing and overseeing the implementation of programs, services, and strategies

Here’s what you need:

  • Sheets of paper or an erasable whiteboard
  • Writing utensils (pens, pencils, markers, or dry erase markers)

The steps:

Take your preferred writing utensil and either a sheet of paper or erasable whiteboard. Draw a large circle, and a smaller circle in the middle. Write the name of your program or service in the middle, like this:

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10 May, 2019

Tomorrow’s Another Day

By |2021-08-19T20:33:33-04:00May 10th, 2019|Categories: Social Work & Public Health|Tags: , |0 Comments

During the summer of 2010, I was in the throes of my first job after graduating from my graduate program.

I was running out of money and couldn’t afford my apartment any longer due to my roommate moving out. I ended up moving out and placing my belongings in storage.

When you’re unemployed, running out of money, trying to find a job in a profession that you’ve only studied and didn’t have real experience in, and living in a stressful place like New York City, you’re tired, to say the least.

The best part about that time is having friends who opened their homes to me and invited me over to eat. On this summer day, the friend I was staying with invited me to join her and some of our grad school classmates for a day at the beach.

A beach in New York? Yes. Though I can’t remember which beach we tried to go to. “Tried” is the operative word, as we tried getting there by car and ended up getting stuck in traffic for hours before turning back around.

As my friend and I were getting ready to leave, I remember how excited I was. I needed a break from applying to positions where I never got a response back and getting “thanks, but no thanks” emails from recruiters.

I want to feel normal, even if it is for a day, I thought.

When you don’t have a permanent home to feel safe in, to cook for yourself in, to have your belongings surrounding you, or to have your mail delivered to, it’s pretty difficult to care about anything else. I could have easily asked my family to book a flight for me so that I could go home to Atlanta, but I was too stubborn for that. I have a Masters degree now, I thought, and I need to find a way to make this work.

Flash forward to December of that year. After a summer of struggle, I managed to land a job as a clinical case manager and had been on the job since August. I also moved into my first apartment without roommates at the start of December. Toward the middle of the month, my agency held its annual holiday party for clients.

During the party, I was standing with a few of my coworkers as we watched our clients eat and enjoy themselves and their families. I spotted several of my clients, many of whom tend to be in crisis mode when I would have regular appointments with them.

But on this day, they were fine. In fact, I met with one of my clients the next day. When I asked her if she enjoyed the holiday party, she said:

“I loved it! I love coming to the holiday party every year because when I’m there, I feel normal. Even if it’s just for a day.”

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1 May, 2019

Ask Nicole: How Can I Convince Clients to Focus on the Process AND the Outcome?

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Have a question you’d like answered? Let me know.

Tammy, a licensed independent clinical social worker and consultant based in the Pacific Northwest, recently sent me a really thoughtful email. Tammy writes:

Hi Nicole, 

First, I just want to thank you for writing your blog, and let you know upfront that this is one of those, “Thank you! I needed to read your website.” kinda emails.

In consulting work, I feel like I’m going to struggle with communicating how design-based thinking and evidence-based decision making (and not necessarily Evidence-Based Programs (EBP)) could be really powerful tools for organizations. Where I live, the agencies that design their own programs are often bootstrapped for cash; and the ones with money will just purchase a curriculum and send their staff to a national training on how to implement that curriculum. To get funding for a lot of things out here, you need to use an EBP. I’m a big fan of evidence-based decision-making processes, but I think most pre-packaged evidence-based programs (at least that I’ve worked with) are like disempowering wet bandaids that never really stick! It seems like most organizations are more willing to pay someone else to train their staff to implement a very structured program that’s already been created than they are to work with someone to design a program that really suits their needs, strengths, and resources (even when they acknowledge they probably would do a better job than the pre-made curriculum!)

So, the question is: how do you help people realize the potential for design-based thinking and evidence-based decision making processes in a non-profit/agency world that has become relatively disempowered in the realm of program design? Have you run into that at all with your consulting work focused on program design? If so, how do you navigate that conversation? 

A few months ago, a prospective client organization came to me about a project opportunity. I had some initial conversations with the client, but I got the sense that what they wanted and what my process is weren’t in alignment.

It was confirmed when the client asked me to further explain one key aspect of my process. The aspect–something that the client initially agreed with and wanted to be included in my proposal–focuses on participatory processes between myself, the staff, and key stakeholders. The client seemed less interested in this aspect and wanted me to tailor my approach to just outcomes.

Over the past year, I’ve developed more of an interest in working with clients to develop, evaluate, and refine their process versus solely focuses on outcomes. So, I knew deep down this wasn’t the project (or the client) for me.

The bulk of my consulting as of late has centered around evaluation, with design thinking included depending on the work scope. I’ve found that clients who’ve hired me to evaluate a specific program have been more rigid in what takes place in our time working together compared to clients that hired me specifically for capacity building purposes that span all of their programs and services.

This comes down to whether the client is focused more on the process or the outcome. Based on my observation, when client organizations are focused solely on outcomes, they’re confined to certain parameters that may be heavily influenced by a funder, things being “evidence-based”, or a deadline. As a result, I have more flexibility with clients that have hired me for building organizational capacity and learning about their programming in a more exploratory manner.

Outcomes center around aspects of a program that led to data that can be reported on, including the number of participants and how they engaged with the program. A more process-centered approach assesses how the program was developed, how it got to where it currently is, and what factors along the way got it there (including staff capacity.)

Ideally, you’d develop a process that addresses both. However, the approach the client wants to take can ultimately decide if you’re going to have a great time partnering with this client or spend most of your time arguing back and forth.

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